I used to think it was odd. I didn’t care much. I understand it a little better now. My coat is my only friend. My hammock wraps me like a turquoise and grey cocoon while I hold the plaid garment, wishing it meant more than it did. Yellow, navy,
Before We Begin This is not a warning. It’s an orientation. This book contains scenes, language, and thought patterns that reflect periods of intense distress, self-deprecation, and self-punishment. Some passages are reproduced exactly as they were experienced or recorded at the time they occurred. They are not meant to
INTRODUCTION Intro all in0:00/80.8947291× Everyone needs someone, for something, sometimes, but it doesn't have to be a specific someone all the time. The thing I believe in most? Love. We all have different needs. We are different people with different skills—and different weaknesses. I
My family started dying. As people tend to do. Most of us try to procrastinate about it. We stall. We pretend it isn’t happening. Others—the real ones, I thought then—do something about it. If there was a way to stop it, that had to be it. In
Good boy0:00/226.2237081× "You don't need me, you're strong enough on your own. You're a bad ass" "I don't feel like it, thank you ..." I stop It's cold Like a shattered crystal stem wine
When silencemeans everythng part 10:00/394.3181861× I didn't know where to go, ever ... Mostly I just sort of walked around singing, chewing gum. I like love songs most, I like to focus on the voices. I like to sing with them. They are nice to me,
The cop didn't question my medicine, so that was good—odd, I thought… but good. Also, he really didn't hassle me all that much, which was unusual. Typically, I am a little more tame when it comes to encounters with the police than my friends, but
He steps off me and sinks into the bed. I glance over to look him in the eyes. “Let him up.” He smiles wide—teeth bare, dimples—cute in a way. The men release their grasp, as they stand simultaneously, though over me still. I tik and tilt my head.
Limping down the steps backwards I close the door as we leave. The girl has already found her way to the yard. I'm a little slower than her. For some reason I don't feel well, but it's not my leg. I know what adrenaline
Breathe inward muscles tense legs spread shoulder width apart it hurts to move even slowly though, that’s the point I’ve gone too far I can't stop now but I can focus Breathe Tai Chi has taught me a lot. You’re supposed to do it relaxed.
My knowledge of anything is useless when I forget everything It was how he died it was how they died it was how we died in the woods in the field in a building alone but no one forgot not even the new dogs that weren't there when
Everybody has hobbies. Everybody has interests. Everybody has opinions. Everybody has dreams... Unless you don’t. Then they’re beat out of you. My dream as a kid? Normal. That’s it. Simple, right? Though — how many of us actually are normal? I don’t think I’ve ever met